The Song....

Days are too long...
My heart is not that strong...
Can't breath the distance...
Between the silence...
And The Song....
.
.
And again
Walking along the beaches...
From the Worlds...

Which I don't belong...

            ....chaitali.

Tides of curb…

Tides of curb…

Are going to swallow my feet…

But I know seas very well…

.

They will drift my dreams…

They will drift my thoughts,

With the foam to the sands….

.

.

To the same unknown lands….

                       ----- chaitali.

No wonder …

No wonder …
I was in the midst of a dream…
Which had a golden rim….
.
I found some rainy clouds…..
And two horizons….
 Which are holding a rainbow…
.
In its arch….
It had auroras ….
It had stars, moons…
Earths in a row…
.
And for my surprise…
It had shiny suns…
Not scorching though….!

                 …… chaitali.

Swami

Sprouted me…

Growing into a tree…

My roots deep in the Earth…

Soaking all the pain, journeys and lies….

Greener than me.…

He is there…

And He has Branches…

All over the skies…

             

                …..chaitali.

The wind-chimes…

Peeping through the window…

Clumsy rain brings.…

A day long memory….

Which seems too old…

“Wait… Let me go through the summary..”

I told it hastily….

….

Pages after pages of you ….

Not a chapter of mine to read….

"Are you there???" asked me...

Or may be..

Just the sound of tricky wind….

Now I can hear the signs…

Outside it is the rain….

.

And inside....

The wind-chimes…

    …..Chaitali.

Absenteeism…

I don’t know….

Where am I heading with this Absenteeism…..??

(Here comes the thought….)

Riding on a golden ray….

Speeding  through a narrow lane….

With an astonishing pain…..

All worlds and spaces …..

Asking for their orbits…

All the souls ….

Searching for lights…..

I close my eyes….

Keep aside all the Whys…

Look inside deep there…

.

.

Thoughts are silent….

And I am absent again….

        ... Chaitali .

ghettos....

Many a times…
An endangered thought of being me… !
.
I wander through the ghettos of labeled my selves…
Running from to collect pieces of me….
Tired… withered me ….
About to leave myself in doubt…
.
Then the girl with shiny locks….
Twinkled eyes…
Raises her hand towards me…
(who is she…?)
.
Stunned me,
Start walking (again??) on my own way…
And the exhausting thought…
Miles away….!

        …..Chaitali .

On the verge

On the verge of thinking…..

Let me flow…. My dear…!

I am talking to myself…

.

Oh..!  Can’t you hear?

          ......chaitali.

Absenteeism…..??

I don’t know….

Where am I heading with this Absenteeism…..??

(Here comes the thought….)

Riding on a golden ray….

Speeding  through a narrow lane….

With an astonishing pain…..

All worlds and spaces …..

Asking for their orbits…

All the souls ….

Searching for lights…..

I close my eyes….

Keep aside all the Whys…

Look inside deep there…

.

.

Thoughts are silent….

And I am absent again….

        ... Chaitali Aher.

My wounded fins........

I just heard your song....
and you know what....
it's just like my song....
and the same circle I have around me....

Like a mermaid... I am...
In pursuit of crystal-clear waters...
you have your wings to fly through your skies....!!
Your own skies....
And I have boundless oceans....
Where I cant plunge in....!!

In fact...that circle....
I would like to feel it with my song...
which I never sing....
now it has started sinking....
I am not going to stop it.....
let it come to me....
let it swallow me....
May then I can sing my sonnet...
My wounded fins can get sea then ......

Mournfully....!!!!


----chaitali.

TELL ME.........!!!

can you see .......
my entangled dreams...
breezing through the branches of words.....
many a times....
i tried to slip my fingers through them.....
n I found.....
my enlightened soul.....

can you see.....
my vanishing wings....
flying through the pieces of sky.....
sometimes....
i tried to touch stars.....
n I found....
my fuming feathers.....

tell me....
whats true????
my enlightened soul......or......
my fuming feathers......



or never ending skies.......????



----- chaitali.